..be longing..



The fears & hatred of this day today, 

have not gone yet, I feel more angry still

I do not like the methods or the way 

that systems seem to squeeze people until

you can't be diff’rent - must just "tow the line!" 

And sometimes I don't feel a part at all. 

I feel like I've come from another time, 

& have to gain significance, or fall.

For some thing in me longs to make a splash, 

to make a difference to the world around 

Some people turn the world  around to ash 

and by this way their name has some renowned.

I met a man who found another way, 

or so he said. I wonder how, today?



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